hi. i am not a coward. but i like to tell people things indirectly sometimes.
i think everyone will know who they are anyway.
1. best friend. i would be no one without you. i love you.
2. i wish you were mine. i miss you. whatever. go away and deal with your own problems. =[ stop hurting me.
3. i like you so much! i’m so happy that we are super close. i learn so much from you. Thankyou!
4. i am very ambigious when it comes to how i see you. iwant you to be my favorite but you make it pretty darn hard.
5. you are always there for me. i would not be smiling right now (or my parents) if not for your dedication and effort. thank you. you are a lifelong friend as far as i’m concerned.
6. ahaha. i’m too scared to call you. what if you misinterpeted it? nope. not now at least.
7. ahhhhh. you’ve left me. i don’t hear from you like ever. but i know you’re still there cause you’re always the talk of the town. =/
8. uhm. leave me alone. i like you. but i want to move on. or branch out? yeah probably the second one. and you don’t like, or rather are not convicted by what makes me, me!
9. yeah. well i don’t care about our friendship anymore either.
10. honest. you are so very honest. its brutal for me to hear you speak that way about yourself. i’m in awe of how vulnerable you let yourself be.
11. i’m praying for you. you’ve been there. and you like to dwell with me in wonderful things. i need in you my life. even if i should try to get rid of you (lord help me!) don’t go, k?
12. you imed me the other night for the first time in ages! ahahhaa. you’re great. and we’re over all that lovely mid-summer drama. YES!
13. where have you gone? really? i’m scared i won’t see you next year. i don’t want to be worried but i’m a bad friend if i’m not. PLEASE CALL ME! you’re like my best-friend-sister-confident. comeback! comback!
14. one of my only role-models…please don’t let me down. and please come see me soon!
15. you. yeah you. you are really good at making other people happy. i want to see you happy though, hun.
16. newest friend. yay!
17. we are so doing something soon. ahem. as our schedule allows.i like you too. super cool friend i say.
hi guys. i’m a little cynical…and for the most part, bored of my friends. and really QUITE HONESTLY i tell you, except for the people that read my xanga. whatever. so what, i’m mean, i’m a coward. i love you all anyways.
Discipline 