So today I stumbled across a memory in my brain
I think it’s happened multiple times
sitting with a girl that has a boyfriend who isn’t with us. and there’s like 3 or 4 guys there too. and being ignored basically as all the guys talk to this girl that already has a boyfriend. and you’re completely out of the conversation because these guys are only talking to that girl. and its completely awkward.
well for me. no one else cares/notices.
I don’t know where that memory is from. or why i just thought of that today.
And then things in my head…said more eloquently then I can (right now)
“I’ve got everything I need except a man. And I’m not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything but I’m (oh so) tired of being alone”(not feeling like lying anymore hahah)
“One may have a blazing hearth in one’s soul, and yet no one ever comes to sit by it.” (<—–very much so?)
“Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for”(yes that’s me. something noble to achieve and pursue, right?)
“When Christ said: “I was hungry and you fed me,” he didn’t mean only
the hunger for bread and for food; he also meant the hunger to be
loved. Jesus himself experienced this loneliness. He came amongst his
own and his own received him not, and it hurt him then and it has kept
on hurting him. The same hunger, the same loneliness, the same having
no one to be accepted by and to be loved and wanted by. Every human
being in that case resembles Christ in his loneliness; and that is the
hardest part, that’s real hunger.
” (really, this needs to be drilled in my brain. WAKE UP MORGAN!)